I'm an abomination
A freak amongst freaks
An Outsider among the misfits
Even the sidelined exclude me
Because I do not fit in
I'll never fit in
It always comes down to this
I'm left beaten, broken, miserable and crying
Everytime I open myself up to others
I get hurt
I feel ugly.
I feel not wanted.
Nobody's desire.
I'm not relevant.

Who would notice if I'd disappear?